Main Character Narration:

It takes a strong sense of imagination to think of a worst case scenario, although even the dullest of people can come up with the life that they want. God must have an amazing sense of imagination to create a life like mine. My name is Hate Elizabeth Wright. My parents named me Hate because neither of them wanted a child. When we're in public they call me Eliza because they don't want people to think that they are bad parents. I am fifteen years old and have never talked to anyone my age in the past 3 years. My mom is in jail for the use of illegal drugs. She didn't hug me before she left. She didn't even say goodbye. My mother just walked out the door without the slightest glance towards her daughter. My father developed pancreatic cancer when I was 6 years old. He doesn't feed me and doesn't buy me any new clothes. I have to sneak out of the house at night just to find food. I have to steal pants from the trash. Normal teenage girls don't typically want their parents to die. Normal girls don't pray that they'll get sent to an orphanage home.

Ace

So, lately me and Ace haven't been talking very much. This breaks my heart.
See, I've decided that I'll refuse to fall in love with anyone else until I can have him.
I've found out a lot about him, actually.
His phone number, for example.
And his address.
And his real name.

What does he know about me?
Maybe more than I'm aware of; maybe he's not telling me everything.

Been a while, huh?

I've recently been going to C-A under the name "Scarlet Dreamer". I got the idea from the band called "Scarlet Division". Whoop-de-doo.

Best comment reply...EVER

Hey, it's okay. It's not entirely true. there are girls that feel like you, but they eventually the one will come along and sweep them off their feet. Your Prince Charming will come. It may not be today, or tomorrow, but someday. Keep your head high gurl.
That was from "AmpersandSign"
Thanks, kid.
I needed that :)

Question Time!

I have serious question for whoever may be reading this, wherever, whenever.
And I mean serious. As in the answers could change my life forever.


Do you think I'm unique?

Ringmaster

There's a newbie who calls himself Ringmaster. I have already added him to my list of friends(which is slowly but surely growing), although I can't be sure if it's quite right. Should he be there? Has he really earned my trust yet? I don't know. Maybe it's just because he reminds me so much of Ace. I've contemplated the suspicion that they're the same person, and if it turns out to be true, I'm going back to 7 friends. Because I don't want repeats. 
The back story of his name and origin fascinates me, I might just include him in my novels. It would be an unusual yet intriguing twist, since I always looked at myself as the one that stands out. Hey Ace, if you're reading this, Ringmaster is a non-mortal too. 
It bothers me that Ring and I would actually make a good couple. Obsessions? Same. Kind of creepy. He loves danishes. He loves stalking mailmen. He loves tarantulas(Domi is a tarantula specializing in ice).Wut da fudge?! I licked his cheek. He tastes like turkey. Cajun turkey. 

Arknanny...

The words Youtube comes up with to check that you can read and write are seriously stupid. For example, one was "frigallay". And another was "arknanny". 
No arkanny! Don't eat that frigallay!  ._. Really? Here are some more:
1) Duckalogio. (What the f---?!)
2) Emphymyd. (A relative of the nymphs)
3) Laidera. (A weird girly name)
4) Melindents. (The dents in a watermelon)
5) Diciddiser. (The one who diciddes people)
5) Graftsou. (Why would you sue Craft mac-n-cheese?)
Oh yeah, when I clicked on "diciddes" to say ignore, I looked at the suggested words. One of them was dickheads.